not your ordinary type of girl

i miss my friends…its not that i don’t get to see them…it’s just that i miss the way things were between my friends and me…seriously…

i went to my elementary chool and i realized how much i miss my elem classmates…i get to talk to them and see them everyonce in a while but i don’t feel like its enough…

as for my high school friends, sure i get to see them and say hi and hello but i rarely get to really talk and as in TALK with them…you know what i mean?…i miss hanging out in someone’s house and just talk about stuff…i miss the stories being shared while drinking alcoholic drinks and the stories brought about by drinking alcoholic drinks…haha

shyet, i just HAVE to talk to people this summer

one of the things i’m really scared of is the time when the friends i value the most have drifted away from me…and it’s happening slowly…darn…

people we have to bond again…AS IN we HAVE to…

lalang…

point of this blog : ceej/cheska/ange/camille/ria/whoever beach tayo o kaya inom or whatsoever…haha kidding

how the hell can this happen?i mean we people are friends and all that…you know FRIENDS!!!!!!!how in the world will those thoughts enter your minds people?answer me!ghaaaddd…the term "friends" is changing its meaning…

by the way, valentines is coming up and i don’t feel it…hahahaha

UP FAIR next week! ÜÜ people, let’s go and enjoy!!!!!!!

one week - yan ang panahon na kailangan mo para bumaliktad ang mundo mo. para magiba ang tingin sa iyo ng tao at vice versa. puwede ring malito ko at maguluhan sa muno sa loob ng isang linggo. pwede rin naman na sa loob ng isang linggo, sa kakaisip mo sa mga nangyari, nagkanda-leche leche na ang buhay mo…pero pwede ring dahil sa isang linggo, naging masaya ka…

depende naman yan sa kung pano mo titignan..sa kung pano ko titignan…

it’s been a long time since i blogged hehe

a lot of things have happened..

and i mean a lot…

anyway, i now spend an average of 200bucks per week watching movies…and it’s slowly making me uber short of money..oh well

oh yeah, i watched ultraelectromagneticjam..which is super cool and super fun…

and i got to see mike, the friend i havent see for like 5 years and what’s really cool is that because we had a sort of "mini-reunion", we arranged an out of town gimik on dec 28 and 29 im excited!

and that reminds me that i have three overnights to attend to…i just wish my parents would let me

oh what the hell, im not really cut out for blogging…i cant seem to write long, seem-to-make-sense blogs..hahaha

because of watching too much tv this sem break, i have become a bit obssessed with watching anything that is connected to chad micheal murray…haha just wanted to say that…i mean i squirm and squeal whenever i see him Ü oh my ghad…….

and im happy Ü ah..boredom really gets to me…grrrr

i am terribly bored whenever i am at home…minsan na lang nga pero wala eh, bored talaga ako..haha

so what i did is to answer a lot of online trivias..i mean A LOT! hahaha

yan ung links sna lang nga ma-link ung sites…

http://images.blogthings.com/whatcolorshouldyourblogorjournalbequiz/purple.gif

http://www.blogthings.com/whatcolorshouldyourblogorjournalbequiz/

http://www.blogthings.com/whatdoesyoursleepingpositionsayaboutyouquiz/

http://www.blogthings.com/kissingpuritytest/

http://images.blogthings.com/whatkindofrockerareyouquiz/emo-rocker.jpg

haha andami sobra!:) obviously…wala pa yan sa half ng tinake ko

harhar

astig, naka-hanap ako ng taong mas malupit pa magdrama kesa sakin..parehas kami ng dinadrama sa buhay pero sya, grabe…tagalog na parang carlo timbol deep tagalog mag-isip…ang galing Ü

anyway, sana matapos ung yearbook…nagpapanic ako para kay nina kasi alam kong pressured na sya

tas, i hope that j3’s dad’s operation turns out to be a success…im keeping my fingers crossed…

eto pala ung dapat na isusulat ko dito - ung tungkol sa inuman sa bahay nila ceej… andaming nangyari na super nakakatawa…buti na lang wala ako tama that time…tas grabe si jerms at si ange…ang tapang uminom pero mabilis pala malasing…tsktsk pero hindi ko ineexpect na si gino pa ung malalasing…

di ko pala kayang itype ung buong pangyayari…haha

oh well…basta masaya sya…carla, sa bahay nyo naman!Ü

ang saya sa baguio hehe i saw my cousins and relatives whom i havent seen for a long time plus, i had a taste of the baguio night life nevada square, i shall return! hahaha

anyway, ito ang unang beses na magsusulat ako sa blog na hindi ako badtrip or nasa drama modes or naaasar or whatsoever fun fun fun labo…

at i shall now keep my dramas to myself and not bore whoever reads this blog with my kadramahan hahaha

i want a sheltered life - mothing like what i am having now…

i don’tt know why…

maybe it’s because i miss high school a bit

maybe it’s because i feel vulnerable in UP

maybe its because im scared of the unknown

maybe its because i don’t want to take risks

maybe its because i don’t want to open my eyes to the reality that the world is showing me

i don’t know…

i just know that i want it…